No Regrets

Ive never been good with deadlines
but this time it feels right, I need to
say all the things on my mind so I'm
not filled with regret on these summer

nights. Don't be scared this is just how

I feel. Please take me for face value because

I was never one to play games, I'm genuine

I'm real, I have no problem keeping a smile

on your face you just have to tell me how it feels

Random thoughts

Life is unpredictable, and you just have to go with the flow.

patience is a virtue and you can't rush perfection.

The universe has a way of working it's self out.

You can't give up on people and things that are worth the wait.

Some things take longer to work out than others so you can't give up.

True happiness comes from within so do the things that make you happy.

Be your own biggest fan not your worst enemy.

Never give up on someone who makes you smile every time you think of them.

Live your life to the fullest, and surround yourself with only the best.

Always remind yourself of how great you really are.

 

New beginnings

It was bitterly cold outside, and I didn't mind.
We were both shivering, but neither of us wanted to miss one thing the other one had to say.
We both understood each other immediately, and we both knew it.
The snow flakes that fell from the sky and rested on your head made you look almost angelic.
Your smile lights up the room like candle being lit in the darkest of night.
Every time you look at me I can feel the intensity.
Lets see where this goes, lets see if this blossoms like a flower in the spring.

storybook

I've been standing here forever.

I guess you never really noticed.

Patience is a virtue that I'm full of.

When I think about the good times.

When I think about the bad times.

Surprisingly both keep a smile on my face.

I could never think poorly of you no matter how hard I try.

I never really expected you to go.

I never really expected you to stay.

Were not on the same level yet.

I've been down this road before only to hit roadblock after roadblock.

I swear you are the only one who has ever really loved me.

I know that nobody loves you more than I do.

You can search for the rest of your life.

When that whole dance gets old and I am the one still standing here then and only then will you realize.
Let our story be a long story because it will only be more meaningful when the final chapter is written.  

It was almost symbolic

   It was almost symbolic
   We departed at the same time,
   but I turned left and you went right
   We once walked the same path,but
   it seemed to split off at some point
   I took the road less traveled by myself
   and you continued on the same path with
   a new destination in mind. Why am I most
   appealing after I have started to walk away
   Is it because moods change like days on
   the calender in this place. Except in my case
   when my mind has been made up it seems so hard to
   change.Maybe I had to breathe you in one last
   time because seeing you was always like food
   for my time tested worn out soul. Things might
   not always be this way Maybe our paths will merge
   back together one day and the journey will not be
   as lonely anymore.It was almost symbolic.
  

Stuck in the in between

I am stuck right now. Stuck in one those times where everything is uncertain. I feel like I am stuck somewhere in between an ending, and a new beginning. It's like living in a perpetual purgatory for the time being.I did not always feel this way in fact I felt a lot better about things a very short time ago.. I guess things change....I guess people change, and sometimes you never really know why....All I can really do is hope that that my new beginning gets here quickly, and washes away this purgatory                                                        

Dreams

After waking up early again as usual.... I started to remember a dream I had only moments before...Unfortunatly this was a bad dream..Then I started to think about dreams in general...I find it crazy when you actually feel such powerful emotion in a dream like state...The feelings you have when your awake can seem so real when your dreaming.Then I started thinking about what actually sticks in your head long enough that can actually show up to you on a subconcious level.....To answer my own question I believe the experience you have in your dreams are so many things....The people you have met,the things you have experienced,your greatest hopes, and your greatest fears..I don't know thats just my opinion. How do you feel?